Up ahead on the road...

Man, oh man...

The future looks hard; or at least it looks like I'm gonna be very, very busy. I checked my new schedule for the next session today and they have added a couple of classes. Don't get me wrong, I mean that is always good and welcome; but things will be hard.

Hehe...

Let's see I'm gonna try to do the math here... hhhmmmm..

This session I have an average of about 21 teaching hours a week. Now let's say that I have an average of 6 to 7 kids per class... Let's put 6 since not all my classes are actually full(I have only like 85% of them full), and the average is about let's see... 21 times 6 is what... uuummm c'mon help me with the math... 126... nnnooooooooo... it just can't be... let's see... yup that's it.

Amazingly I have an average of about 126 kids per week. Let's see with a margin of error of about hhhmm... let's say 4 +/- kids since I didn't factor in the trials, drop-in's, etc...

126

The magic number of kids I have this session per week.
Hahaha... No wonder I'm tired some days... =oP

Now.... Let's do the math for next session... hhhmmmm...
Planned hours... 24... uuummm... now let's put an average of uuummm 5 kids per class(I'm assuming that not all classes will fill next session and also assuming that one or two might be closed because not enought kids enrolling).

That's... 120!
Oh, not bad, it's pretty much the same then... Not bad at all... Ok I'll stop freakin' out now.

Hehehe...

No I won't...

=oP

Can't sleep...

Dammit...

All this fuss about starting to build my website has me all hyped up and I can go to sleep...
Hhhhmmmm...

Also I've notice that I'm bloggin' a little bit more this past month...

I predict that something is changing, something new is out there...

=o]

*wink, wink...*

Just 'cos...

I can afford to do it now!!!

Haha...!!

Pictures!!!

Yup...

That's right...

Uh huh...

!


I'm finally able to post pics online and stuff(granted that now I can take pictures, haha!). Anyhow the pics are on Flickr. And my link is....

*drum rolls*

http://www.flickr.com/photos/roguish_thoughts/

!

XoD

On a Sunday like this...

There's not much that I want to do on a Sunday like this. It's raining outside, I got the house all to myself and it's kinda depressing. It's the first day off that I've had in some time, and it's actually really boring.

Hhhmmmm...

I need something to keep my mind busy.

On a Sunday like this I ponder a lot about things, I reflect on the past, and I think too much about the future. On a day like this my mind seems to be preoccupied with little thoughts that mean little, but they are part of the whole picture. They actually create the whole picture, it's like a little jigsaw puzzle in which if you lose any piece or neglect them, the possibility of seeing it as a whole it zero.

On a Sunday like this I wish you where here right by me...

To be continued...

So I seem to have a thing for getting my ass into random things hehe...
Not that it's a bad thing or anything like that but I just have the most random things happening to me.

Anyhow not to make a long story('cos I'm just about to drop dead) I'm gonna be part of Danielle's show this coming weekend. Hehe, go figure me modeling... =P

But yeah it should be a fun experience, hehe, and I'm still wondering... how the hell did I get myself into this mess... =P
I love it!

Info:

heavy hearts presents
::
to be continued…

merging all forms of art into two nights of music, fashion, painting and art february 24th and 25th

:: friday and saturday 9 pm - 3 am

fashion show featuring the urban, artistic and functional designs of
: : danielle deroberts of onerary
: : lara grant of pickle
: : and more…show starts at @ 10:30pm
full bar until 2am
$6-10 sliding scale at the door
@Studio Z 314 11th Street @ Folsom, San Francisco
http://heavyheartsproductions.com/

What a smile can do...

A smile can change someone's day,
A smile can turn the world for anyone,
A smile can infect others with happiness...

For me...
Your smile can make a rainy day feel like a warm one,
Your smile makes me realize that there's things that are worth fighting for,
Your smile reminds me of why I like you...

=o]

...

What to do?

I knew that it was not meant to be, but still I always try to cling to something. I should know better by now, I mean I'm so used to the same shit going on everytime that I should not even try anymore. Maybe it was the wrong place and time... oh well.

There's nothing more I can do now, except for the same old thing. Fade away just like the sun as it sets on the horizon. Tomorrow will be a better day right? That's what I always say, but somehow it never is. I don't know...

Maybe I should just give up on everything, because after all in the end I don't thing it's worth it. What good is it for people to praise you and tell you how good you are if deep down you know it's not true. All a mask, a lie, mere images that deceive.

Rag doll... an empty uniform, what good is it for?

Nothing

...

I take a moment to welcome the sun back in town...

FINALLY!!!

The weather finally seems to be getting better and it couldn't be at a better time. I'm was starting to get frustrated about the rain, and cold and fog and all... ok so maybe not the fog(I've grown so used to it now). Anyhow times are definitely changin and today I decided to grab my berimbau and just cruise around the city in my bike.

I finally decided to stop nearby the Conservatory of Flowers and play a bit. After a while a couple of kids bumped into me and to my surprise they had been my students at Acro a few sessions back and that made my day. It's so funny to interact with the kids, especially when you haven't seen them in so long. First they didn't notice I was there when suddenly one of them just stared at me and ask "Do I remember you?".

=oP

Hehe, then I told him that I had been his teacher and as soon as he heard that he called his sister(which had also been my student) and they just started hangin' out with me and playing... Kids are so funny sometimes... well... all the time... hehe

=o]

Aaaaahhhh... Then it started to get a bit chilly, as usual and I just decided to bike around to visit Luanda at her new work. Then after I she gave me a ride back home and now here I am. Tired! hehe, oh well, a new week is about to start now and I hope that this one will be as good and last week. Even better since I'm hoping that some plans fall through... I'm crossing my fingers.

Anyways I gotta go...

New beginnings

It's been some time since I last posted anything on here. A lot has changed since then... a new year, more work, new faces, back to training again, but from all those things the most radical turn of events happened today.

After having a somewhat hard long day, things all came to a nice end tonite. Something has brought a ray of light into what has been some turmoiled filled times in my life. I'll definitely explain this a bit more tomorrow, since for now... I'm dying ... I need some sleep...

But i'm happy now...

It's definitely a new beginning