Bits and pieces...

Found somewhere...
So true, in all the wrong ways...

"People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When
you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need
you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to
provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically,
emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.


Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has
come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or
make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They
usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real.
But only for a season.!


LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must
build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to
accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use
in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love
is blind but friendship is clairvoyant."

...yet so important in life.

Hhhhmmm...

Just dawned on me...

I got...


...no girlfriend!
...no money!
...unresolved problems left and right.
...bad ankle.
...bad knee.
...a job that's taking me nowhere.
...no food in the house.
...no plans for the future(at least not anymore).
...no direction in life...

BUT...

hey at least I'm keeping positive and have confidence that things will turn out for the better right?!?

=oP

Long time, no see...

It's been a long while since I've put anything on here... A lot of things have happened in the meantime and I don't know where to start...

I don't think I want to start writing about it, I mean definitely not right now... maybe it's the fear of uncertainty in the coming future. Maybe it's something that it's so painful and personal, that I can't share it right now...

Whatever the reason there is definitely a lot of things I gotta work out. A lot of personal, deep emotional scars which I have to overcome and resolve. It's hard but I have to find a way to clear my mind every once in a while so that I don't get overwhelmed.

Deep inside I know things are gonna be ok, but there's always that little flicker of uneasiness which stick in the back of my mind. I guess that's one of the reasons as to why I'm losing a lot of sleep lately...

I'm confused at times, I feel helpless... There are times definitely when I feel alone and anxious... But I recover, I know that I'm stronger than that and I've overcome a lot of bumps on the road.

I will be ok!

=o)