I don't like myself...

How can I convince you it's me I don't like...
But if you really don't like me, then I won't try to fight...
for everything you feel and think it's just what you want...

For every move that I make,
there's a counter to the love that I fake...
You love someone else, as I see your face...

For some though of you it make me aware,
of the force that tries to keep me awake,
from the truth that keeps me on the phase that you make...

For I keep this face for you...
It might seem so strange to you...
But it just might be...
the love for you...

I keep my love so strange to you...
I'll keep my emotions,
so hard for you to choose,
I'll keep my personal things away from you...

But I'll, keep loving you 'til the end...
Just tell me this is not what you excepted in the end...

We'll just smile and say our farewell...
for it's our own end,and we'll fail,
to see the beauty that lies in the end..

=)